<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7505144423682296697</id><updated>2012-02-01T08:47:09.548-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Out of Ardour</title><subtitle type='html'>Collection of writings, past and present, from yours truly.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://outofardour.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7505144423682296697/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://outofardour.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Jerry</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>3</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7505144423682296697.post-2747106421534619494</id><published>2007-11-12T21:21:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2007-11-12T21:36:59.081-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Breaking the Long Silence</title><content type='html'>Ahh, sixty degree weather in the middle of November.&lt;br /&gt;One last brief respite before the coming winter frost.&lt;br /&gt;We shed our jackets &amp;amp; scarves; free ourselves from thermal bondage.&lt;br /&gt;Maybe my recent state of mind has helped me set aside&lt;br /&gt;the blinders of day to day life&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;c&gt;-if only for a moment-&lt;/c&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and truly appreciate such things.&lt;br /&gt;Maybe I should always park further away&lt;br /&gt;to put my tired, morning eyes and ears to task&lt;br /&gt;and drink in the slow march of the seasons&lt;br /&gt;almost static in comparison to the frenetic flitting&lt;br /&gt;of what becomes everyday life.&lt;br /&gt;The trees are never late for work;&lt;br /&gt;the leaves fall--when they're good and ready.&lt;br /&gt;We lose sight of this;&lt;br /&gt;no longer understand the slow rhythms of nature;&lt;br /&gt;steel ourselves against the Great Imperative:&lt;br /&gt;Just.  Breathe.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7505144423682296697-2747106421534619494?l=outofardour.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://outofardour.blogspot.com/feeds/2747106421534619494/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7505144423682296697&amp;postID=2747106421534619494' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7505144423682296697/posts/default/2747106421534619494'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7505144423682296697/posts/default/2747106421534619494'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://outofardour.blogspot.com/2007/11/breaking-long-silence.html' title='Breaking the Long Silence'/><author><name>Jerry</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7505144423682296697.post-2541621968657040717</id><published>2007-06-10T22:39:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2007-06-10T23:05:50.203-06:00</updated><title type='text'>The Great Interruption</title><content type='html'>My head hurts&lt;br /&gt;my heart aches&lt;br /&gt;if only I could&lt;br /&gt;attain the speed of light&lt;br /&gt;be all places at once&lt;br /&gt;pursue my wanton desires&lt;br /&gt;is it called lack of direction&lt;br /&gt;when you choose all of them&lt;br /&gt;the bottleneck&lt;br /&gt;is hell&lt;br /&gt;never moving fast&lt;br /&gt;enough&lt;br /&gt;I am&lt;br /&gt;insatiable&lt;br /&gt;I will never have my fill of&lt;br /&gt;music &lt;br /&gt;love&lt;br /&gt;sex &lt;br /&gt;knowledge &lt;br /&gt;books &lt;br /&gt;records &lt;br /&gt;poetry &lt;br /&gt;creativity &lt;br /&gt;putting brush to canvas&lt;br /&gt;life &lt;br /&gt;nature &lt;br /&gt;politics &lt;br /&gt;philosophy&lt;br /&gt;outrage &lt;br /&gt;rebellion &lt;br /&gt;peace &lt;br /&gt;creaky hardwood floors &lt;br /&gt;my cat &lt;br /&gt;fixing things &lt;br /&gt;order &lt;br /&gt;chaos&lt;br /&gt;followed by&lt;br /&gt;the most emphatic &lt;i&gt;et cetera&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;imaginable&lt;br /&gt;I am full of life&lt;br /&gt;and&lt;br /&gt;it is killing me&lt;br /&gt;we have eighty-odd years&lt;br /&gt;a series of small moments&lt;br /&gt;to get it right&lt;br /&gt;I just know that&lt;br /&gt;I am going to die&lt;br /&gt;in the middle of something.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6/10/07&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7505144423682296697-2541621968657040717?l=outofardour.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://outofardour.blogspot.com/feeds/2541621968657040717/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7505144423682296697&amp;postID=2541621968657040717' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7505144423682296697/posts/default/2541621968657040717'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7505144423682296697/posts/default/2541621968657040717'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://outofardour.blogspot.com/2007/06/great-interruption.html' title='The Great Interruption'/><author><name>Jerry</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7505144423682296697.post-1781368252568912390</id><published>2007-03-28T14:10:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2007-03-28T14:18:59.018-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Begin the Beguine</title><content type='html'>I have designated this blog for some of my past and present creative output.  Going through pages of poetry or journal entries, I sometimes come to rediscover my own brilliance.  Let this blog be the digital fingerprint of my soul in all its passion, hope, despair, disappointment, frustration, joy, irreverence, and oddity.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7505144423682296697-1781368252568912390?l=outofardour.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://outofardour.blogspot.com/feeds/1781368252568912390/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7505144423682296697&amp;postID=1781368252568912390' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7505144423682296697/posts/default/1781368252568912390'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7505144423682296697/posts/default/1781368252568912390'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://outofardour.blogspot.com/2007/03/begin-beguine.html' title='Begin the Beguine'/><author><name>Jerry</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry></feed>
